Vanish
by Liz Tait I feel the heat of panic before I see her. Running like she’d spent her life avoiding it in sandals made for sauntering, not sprinting. “ Two boys – my grandchildren - blonde – have you seen them? Five and three”? Oh God. Sheer terror, up close, her hand grips my arm. “ No, not that I….”. “ Told them not to move! I’m checking the toilets!” She was off, clutching her chest, before her sandals were ready, losing one briefly through a crack in the boardwalk. Her life changing ominously by the second. “ I’ll look out for them!” My planned tea and cake in the café now feeling somewhat frivolous. I see her clutch other strangers, dragging them into the unfolding dark of her day. Strewn like fallen skittles in her wake. I shade my eyes to look out over the beach, heavily dotted with stripey towels, strewn paddleboards and laughing children. I am aware of a feeling. It is relief. Because this was me, this thing was exactly me, yesterday. We were her...